Hi darling. I never really noticed before how much you look like your brothers in this picture. I don't think of you as our new addition anymore - only as our beautiful 8 month old that only myself and daddy must feel. I never ever knew that the emotional loss of loosing someone you love more than anything in the world could cause so much physical pain. My heart hurts baby it hurts so much , I just struggling to do the rest of this life without you physically here. I'm not sending this in order for you to pitty me darling angel, I just don't know how to express how much you are loved and missed. God I love you so so much my sweet heart, so so much. I'm sorry I wasnt the one to keep you safe but I just hope you are safe now. Mummy and daddy hold you every moment of the day and night - if only in our hearts. I wait for the day that I can be with you again and it stops hurting to breath. I love you, always your mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
This candle was first lit on the 13th of February 2013 and will burn for 88 years 9 months and 6 days.